what the hell am I here for?!

week!

2006-04-10T16:48:00.000+08:00

Whew! At last, final exams were over. I still don't know my rate of performance. All I can do now is hope and pray that I did well enough in the 3rd term to make it to being a DL. Haha! In a hot summer like this, no one is exempted from day dreaming. Well then, reality is finally unfolding before my eyes. Haha!

I am having more than enough sleep now, thank God. The finals week really stressed me out. Sleepless week that was. I had my comcalc and oblicon exams last thursday and actprib and busorga for friday. I must admit that I was only able to review comcalc and actprib. I did not read any article from my oblicon book nor read a chapter in my busorga book. I was just lucky that my oblicon professor's heaven sent. I only passed two out of eight quizzes in that subject but still, I got a good grade in it. Thanks, Ms. Tomboc! : ) As for busorga, it was again luck's fault! The test was a bit "recycled" as we call it. The first half contains the quizzes given by Mr. Bolinao, my professor. Haha! I never imagined that I would get so lucky!

Saturday. I was supposed to be in school at 9 A.M. That's what my professor told us, but since I am a born "pasaway", I arrived 2 and a half hours late. The practice was over. Haha! That's how punctual I can get! The "field demo" went just fine except for the countless times that I slipped because of my shoes whether I was dancing or just walking. It was "magulo", but dancing Tango was never that fun. We may have danced it a lot of times already, but that was the best one for me. Maybe it was because all throughout the dance, I was laughing because of my stupid shoes and the crazy crowd. Haha! Saturday was alright. It was fun. : )

And sunday?! It's still as lame as it was before.

Today's monday. Crazy, stupid, lame monday.

Haha!

smiles!

2006-04-01T21:55:00.000+08:00

Smiles can really be deceiving yet these smiles can make someone's day. Even though they're not meant for you, take them!

for whom?!

2006-04-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

Your smile is gently drifting me
Far, far away from this bin.
You slowly breathed life into me,
Into the depths of my very being.
It's 10:17 P.M. and I'm still here,
But you are nowhere near.
You caught me and gave me bliss,
But then you sealed it with a friendly kiss.
Your sweet smile is vanishing
Like stars which are slowly fading.
How come it ended up like this
Why did it become just a waste?
Yesterday is gone
And today isn't done.
It's 1:06 P.M. on this hot saturday afternoon
Oh how I wish this would end soon!
Melancholy is now tearing me apart
It caught me straight in the heart.
Now I see you in that green field
Playing your sport like you always did.

why?

2006-04-01T21:49:00.000+08:00

The night sky welcomes gloom
Embraces it with full arms.
As I stare at it thru my window,
I see the face that broke my heart.
You see I always look forward to it
Because every morning, I know, I will see you.
Truly I am not regretting taking it that way
Because if my first choice was made, I would not have met you.
I know you're thinking that I only know you by face
But chance gave me the opportunity to know you better.
Now I'm also thinking if you know me too
Even just by face, that would make me happier than you ought me to be.
Idealism tears me apart
Judging you by your face tells me that you're already taken
But since idealists, like me, think otherwise
Now I'm hurt as I was before.
I saw you with her, passionately kissed by her
What can I do? You're hers, not mine.
I just let it go
Let it pass
Let it slip
And forget all about it
Thinking you'd never be mine.
Now, I am with someone else
He's all that as others have said
But forgetting isn't easy,
But still learning to love him was not too complicated.
Why only now
Now that I...
?

party!

2006-03-25T20:35:00.000+08:00

I thought that the year-end party of JPIA would be boring, but it turned out the other way around. I was glad that I attended. It was held last night. My original plan was to watch the presentation of the the JPIA's Most Wanted and the song number that my blockmates prepared for the event. Shmpre I was there to support my blockmates who would be participating. Pero I got carried away kaya natapos ko sya.

I never thought that Bianca would be one great model. Pero as far as I can remember from our conversations, she has an inclination to being one. Haha! Si Vlad naman did great. At buti na lang napilit namin ni Jamex si Jicko to attend. All of them looked fantastic. Ayos ang summer wear nila. May future sila sa modeling! All of them are winners in their own right. And of course, an extra point goes to Vlad for being such a cool joker. Haha!

We also joined the sing-and-dance contest. And we won! Haha! Through the mala-ibong adarnang voice of friendly yet introvert Rielle (which I hardly heard), the golden voice of petite and pretty Gail, the oh-so-rocking strums of humorous yet serious Glenn and Joel, the fantastic beats of makulit and cute Wong, the cool sounds of mysterious and quiet Leo, and the rocking crowd(shempre C31 un), we proved that we are really the pride of i.d. 105! Joke lang! Haha!. Sabi lang yan sa intro nung intermission number! Sounds biased right?. Ewan ko sa kanila!

Ayun..Masaya pa rin!. Kaya nawalan ako ng voice. The party was a perfect work-week ender. Sana next time lahat ng blocks andun na. Sana party din ang bne08 pero somewhere near lang and hindi masyadong late.

That's it for now.

part 1

2006-03-23T00:08:00.000+08:00

My day was not okay, but not a ruin. The LRT system really upsets me! If they would offer quality maintenance and service, but with a corresponding increase in the price of tickets, it would still be fair. That's better than being a total-bad-day setter for the customers. Customer satisfaction should always be prioritized and that would not be attained if they are offering poor quality of service. People would not rely on the LRT if there are other alternatives.

Let's just leave it to that. We had our seminar forum in Filipi2. Haha! It was fun! The speaker was good! He was funny! Haha! Kaya ako tawa ng tawa at pinagtitinginan ng mga kaklase ko. Nakakahiya nga but I would rather laugh out loud than blow up my ribs. Haha! Okay lang naman yun eh. Eh ano naman ngayon? Pasensya na mababaw talaga ako eh. Konting jokes lang ang tinatawanan ko at siya ang isa sa mga hindi nagjo-joke na natawa ko. He was giving examples kasi and I found those examples funny!

busorga madness!

2006-03-16T11:22:00.000+08:00

I often say that I love my Busorga class dati. But now, I don't feel like I would still continue to love it. We had our 3rd quiz a while ago. Nerve-racking, mind-boggling, and heart-breaking! That's how I can describe it. Well at least I have answered 8 out of 9 questions but we only need 5 questions to answer. Tapos I still have a quiz in oblicon later. 70 pages to review but I haven't read a single page! Oh wait! We don't have a class na. May emergency meeting daw si Sir!. Yey!. So panu na? Gotta go!

why?

2006-03-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

The night sky welcomes gloom

Embraces it with full arms.

As I stare at it thru my window,

I see the face that broke my heart.

You see I always look forward to it

Because every morning, I know, I will see you.

Truly I am not regretting taking it that way

Because if my first choice was made, I would not have met you.

I know you're thinking that I only know you by face

But chance gave me the opportunity to know you better.

Now I'm also thinking if you know me too

Even just by face, that would make me happier than you ought me to be.

Idealism tears me apart

Judging you by your face tells me that you're already taken

But since idealists, like me, think otherwise

Now I'm hurt as I was before.

I saw you with her, passionately kissed by her

What can I do? You're hers, not mine.

I just let it go

Let it pass

Let it slip

And forget all about it

Thinking you'd never be mine.

Now, I am with someone else

He's all that as others have said

But forgetting isn't easy,

But still learning to love him was not too complicated.

Why only now

Now that I...

for whom?!

2006-03-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

Your smile is gently drifting me

Far, far away from this bin.

You slowly breathed life into me,

Into the depths of my very being.

It's 10:17 P.M. and I'm still here,

But you are nowhere near.

You caught me and gave me bliss,

But then you sealed it with a friendly kiss.

Your sweet smile is vanishing

Like stars which are slowly fading.

How come it ended up like this

Why did it become just a waste?

Yesterday is gone

And today isn't done.

It's 1:06 P.M. on this hot saturday afternoon

Oh how I wish this would end soon!

Melancholy is now tearing me apart

It caught me straight in the heart.

Now I see you in that green field

Playing your sport like you always did.

Judgmental!

2006-03-10T20:01:00.000+08:00

Hmp!. I just saw the result of my 6th quiz in oblicon and it was dreadful! I don't know how will I study for it just to get high scores! Mine was not good, it didn't even reach the passing grade. I don't have plans of repeating oblicon 'coz I don't have anymore plans of repeating another subject just because I failed. Actprib would be the first and last subject that I would take twice!

I have learned a lot today and I am thankful for all of them. Actprib is, indeed, sweeter the second time around. Preparing adjusting entries and solving for the allowance of doubtful accounts was never this easy. Professors are really different from each other. Mr. Menaje, my current professor in Actprib, is one of the bests that I had in my three terms stay in La Salle!

Teka, I wasn't able to attend my Filipi class today xe I was totally late and for me, being absent is better than being late. Poor Suni had to go to that class alone. Nakasabay ko din pala sa LRT si Ate Cha, friend ko sa Mary's. Grabe! Kakamiss siya. Comcalc! I wasn't able to answer the 5th question sa problem set! Bad trip!

Kanina, I was able to talk to Lee, my Filipi seatmate. As far as I know, she's also a "mamaw" in accounting. I've learned a lot from her. Ang bait niya! She even gave me tips on how to survive accounting so I won't need to shift to marketing management. Yun naman talaga ang goal ko eh, ang mag-survive sa accounting! Okay, enough of that subject.

Judgmental people always get into my nerves. They are the oh-so-yabang creatures who always notice the flaw in others without noticing the flaws with themselves. Okay, I admit. Nung first and second terms, I hate smokers talaga! Nung time na yun, I don't think that they can be trusted with anything, but having friends who are smokers proved my belief wrong. Sa totoo lang, they can be the best buddies that one could ever have. They accept you for the real "you". Daig pa nila yung mga hindi nga smokers. I know a lot of people who judge a person by how they see them, but all that they can see are the flaws in those persons. "THEY ARE SMOKERS AND WE DON'T THINK THEY WOULD MAKE GOOD FRIENDS!", ouch!!! How absurd! Totally absurd! As long as they do you no harm, they do not offer you even a stick, it is unfair to treat them that way. Looking deeper into the person proves otherwise. Basta para sakin, they are good friends, mga totoong tao and that's what matters to me.

"Think of a win-win situation. Make others happy by accepting them for who they really are and they will also make you even happier than you thought you could be."

first post..

2006-02-09T19:44:00.000+08:00

Oh no!.. I can't believe it!.. Haha!.. I AM SO DAMN HAPPY TODAY! Kasi sino ba namang taong normal ang hindi matutuwa sa nangyari.. Last sunday, I sent an e-mail to a very special person without expecting any reply or what. But when I opened my e-mail just a few minutes ago, OH NO!.. Nag-reply siya..! He just doesn't have any idea how his response made me so happy.. Dapat talaga siguro hindi nag-e-expect ng kahit ano because it is with not expecting that things happen. I can't wait to see Karen and Nikki tomorrow to tell them how happy I was when that person replied.

I thought this day would be the worst that I could have for this week, but I was wrong. It turned out the other way around. Kaninang umaga, I thought hindi na ako makakapasok sa Busorga class ko kasi ung train na sinakyan ko may technical problems daw. But with God's powerful hands, He fixed things up because He knows how much I love my Busorga class. Yes, I love my Business Organization class with Sir Bolinao. It's simply the best subject that I have for this term. I am loving it kaya.....baka ipagpalit ko na ang accounting sa busorga?! haha!.. that i don't know. At ayun, nakarating naman ako sa school 15 minutes before mag-bell. Tapos the first one whom I saw na kakilala ko ay si Sunette, my kakulitan at kadaldalan tuwing filipi.. And then nakita ko ang isang taong kilala ko. Haha!.. I don't need to mention his name. Baka malaman pa niya na kilala ko siya. Haha!.. At ayun, nakita ko din yung classmate ko sa Busorga na kamukang kamuka ng pinakamamahal ko.. ganun?! haha!.. basta kamuka niya.. As usual, ya na naman ang class namin dahil sa pepsi or coke ni Sir Bolinao at ang nakakatawa niyang tawa.. tapos ng busorga, comp1ac na. I was seated sa seat # 1.. at dapat wala akong katabi.. buti na lang nandun si JA.. haha!.. comp1ac.. ayun ayus lang din xa.. tapos nun ay ang mahaba ko nang break.. nagpunta lang ako sa library at nag-aral para sa quiz ko sa accounting tomorrow at naghanap din ng business cases for my favorite subject. haha!.. after nun, pumila ako sa may booth ng kettle korn for almost 20 minutes only to be told later that the popcorn machine was busted!.. haha!.. kaya umalis ako ng walang kinakain na masarap na popcorn.. and i went to animo foodhaus kasi andun sila jamex and grace. nag-aral lang ulit ako for our quiz sa oblicon.. tapos umakyat na kami sa L228, ang room namin sa oblicon. haha!.. an lamig dun.. tapos nag-lecture ulit si Ms. Tomboc at nagpa-quiz. Tapos umuwi na ako. At nang chineck ko ang e-mail ko, nakita ko ang isang name na...............nang nakita ko ay sobrang natuwa ako!..

un lang..